things are about to change completely.

April 20 2026 · 08:21 PM

because i've always only wanted to be with you, but i can't.

i write about you every day.

in my journal, in my notes app, to my friends, in my tweets.

i wonder if you know how often i think about you. do you know what i truly desire?

April 03 2026 · 03:40 AM

it's thundering and you aren't here to comfort me through the crashes. you always knew i was afraid of the thunder.

where are you?

March 22 2026 · 07:21 PM

some part of you lives on within what died after you left. i hold on so tightly to that little fragment of magic that you gave to me before everything changed.

March 22 2026 · 07:28 AM

the sun has set and we got our fairy tale ending. but i still yearn for more with you.

i'm going to reach out to you. i hope you respond.

March 17 2026 · 04:21 AM

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please listen when i say something's wrong, okay?

Feb 27 2026 · 11:23 PM

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i'm weak.

Feb 23 2026 · 01:54 AM

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though i've taken much time to myself to heal, the things you did that hurt me still linger in my mind. the wounds that you left on my heart have closed, yet they still seem to sting sometimes. i hope i feel better soon.

Feb 23 2026 · 01:33 AM

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oh no. oh no. oh no. oh no. 

oh no.

Feb 22 2026 · 03:08 AM

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i'm not sure i have the right to love you.

Feb 22 2026 · 01:58 AM

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